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Tue, Aug. 9th, 2005, 08:49 pm

i have had this journal for a disgusting amount of time & i'm at the point where friends only is the way to go for me. i've created a new one, i'll add you. & if you read & i don't know, comment to be added.

Sat, Aug. 6th, 2005, 10:05 pm

last night i dined in great company! kent, dave & dan. it was wonderful.

today i saw coheed play in central park at summerstage with ben.
we got there early, so i had a choice view, not to mention it was a free show, which is hardly ever bad.
& i came home with a REALLY AWESOME sunburn.

two nights ago, he calls me.
after a month and out of the blue, i stutter and don't know what to say.
he misses me, he's going on tour in september. i am so confused.
i've come so far! really, i have.
but i can't escape the fact that i still think about him...always.
i visited him at work, and i just realized i'm typing this whole entry in bullets form.

i am driving myself crazy.
but surely.

Sun, Jul. 31st, 2005, 10:07 pm

last night i dreamt i drove across the hudson with the intent of finding you. i drove right up to your house and parked my car outside your door, i didn't knock, i walked in and sat down facing your sister. we talked and laughed and i sat wondering when you would come tumbling down the stairs. you finally did and i could hear your footsteps behind me, i inhaled and when i turned around you looked at me and said, "maigread, i hate you but god damn am i happy to see you." and you plopped me down on your couch, i sunk deep into its cushions and you cradled my face between your hands. needless to say, i woke up with my chest heaving. none of this actually happened and i still can't stop thinking about it.

Sat, Jul. 30th, 2005, 12:50 pm

yesterday i won $10 (!!!) in a scratch off ticket that my aunt kindly gave to me & then i enjoyed a lovely dinner with a lovely gentleman, followed by time spent on the floating pier in town. it was so pleasant & i was starting to forget that boys take girls out to dinner and it's common practice. bizzarre!

today i'm off from work, my plans are showering, eating cold chinese food and babysitting later tonight. followed by a redevous with autumn at a party. full house is on right now. life rulezzzzzzz.

Mon, Jul. 25th, 2005, 08:09 pm

i feel awesome! i just got home from my last night of summer class, i got a big fat A on my paper as well as another one on my oral presentation. i then bumped into a friend of the ex, who gave me some pretty lovely info to chew on. driving home there was no traffic & i sang my heart out to alanis morrisette's "you oughta know" which just happened to be on the radio. my new atm card arrived so i can finally take out money again, and as i walk in the door, my dad is putting dinner on the table. tonight is beer & i'm really starting to enjoy the simple things, once again.

Sat, Jul. 23rd, 2005, 06:14 pm

i saw the academy is last night at the knitting factory. i left sweaty & bruised. i hadn't been so happy at a show in a long time. i felt like i was fifteen at club krome in jersey, leaving soaking wet. & i couldn't help but laugh at girls who go to shows in mini skirts. what are they thinking? i'm sure the academy is will blow up soon enough and spawn some sort of fall out boy-ish following, but for now, i'm smitten.

q & not u are playing the knitting factory on wednesday, september 20th.
AND! AND! AND! minus the bear & these arms are snakes are playing the night after.

Sat, Jul. 23rd, 2005, 09:15 am

"out of the ash i rise with my red hair and i eat men like air." -sylvia plath.

Fri, Jul. 22nd, 2005, 11:04 am

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my sister kelsey is going to niagara university in the fall, so my mom, kelsey's bff anna & myself took the 8 hour drive up there to check it out a few days ago.
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Sun, Jul. 10th, 2005, 03:53 pm

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delayed... fourth of july.

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